Big Black Horse and the Cherry Tree

Wednesday, April 19, 2023

The end...

...and a new beginning.

It's been a long time coming, but it's time to shut shop on this blog(as if it was much alive anyway).
This blog was started as an experiment in blogging, but it was dead for so long that it no longer reflects who I am.  I could take this down completely but I'd rather just leave this online as an honest reminder of where I had started off from.

I'd started this blog with the grandiose tagline of "in search of greatness, excellence and Truth". My first post had been on Greatness. These were topics that all greatly interested me...and still do. Except I feel like I've finally figured at least greatness out.

What is it?
Well my simple understanding defines greatness as the living breathing phenomenon of living an authentic life, true to the yourself. For only living like this is true presence and attention possible in life. For someone living like this, every moment of life becomes something precious. Every moment like this adds to the previous moment, and over time it leads up to something that looks phenomenon.

As a young boy, what's phenomenon was a very narrow definition to me. Only something that was big in an obvious way.

Today I see greatness in the little things that people do. In the little things that people do that lets their humanity seep through.

It is one such journey of honesty, authenticity and courage that I've taken the first steps on. And I intend to blog about that journey on a separate blog that fits the current mood better.

Catch me now on my Medium page:
https://medium.com/@nikhil-suri


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Monday, August 17, 2015

Focused and moving ahead

In my life I tend to go through phases. There are energetic phases, there are phases where I'm just going with the flow, some where I am very creative, some are about being social and some are where I seem to reach the end of a particular plateau that I've been walking on. I then buckle my belt up, and start the arduous climb up the slope of this mountain of growth called life.
I'm reached the end of my current plateau.
Its taken some time to come. But I'm ready to change my life drastically and see what lies on levels higher than the one I'm on.
Often I find that this kind of a phase change is accompanied by some or the other mental insight as well as some subtle but tangile emotional switch. Mentally this current phase change is being driven by a very simple thought - that I'm done taking short cuts. That I'm done short changing myself. That I'm done with all the temptations that feel so nice in the moment yet always tend to leave me worse off once the moment has passed.
In the past few years I'd grown to depend on quite a few of such temptations to keep walking on this path that I've chosen, yet a path that never quite felt mine. These range from just basic laziness, to smoking, to binge eating, to countless hours of television. Even too much reading has been a part of this.
I'm just done with all of that.
I'm done depending on these tiny indulgences, indulged in solely for the purpose of escaping that nagging voice inside of me which keeps on trying to tell me something that I didn't want to hear.
I want to hear it now.
I want to live true to my principles, true to myself.

I want to know what is 'myself'. 
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Saturday, February 11, 2012

Flow

"You should learn all techniques and principles of strategy, then you forget them and let the knowledge flow through you. Follow your natural instincts without debate. Move with the rhythm of any situation and adapt spontaneously. All of nature operates on this principle; only people complicate nature with thought. Do not misunderstand: thought is necessary in its place. You should think long and hard about all things, but at some point it is time to stop thinking and move to action. Take walking for example. Watch the child as it struggles with all the thoughts associated walking, movement, balcne, timing, and so forth. Now consider yourself: walking requires no thought; you simply do it without thinking."

---Musashi
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Friday, October 14, 2011

Basic Tenets of Singapore Foreign Policy

Retired Singaporean Diplomat and Minister noted in one of his interviews, the basic tenets of Singaporean Foreign Policy as:

Make maximum friends and minimum enemies or no enemies. Be of service to as many as you can be of service to....You don't want to go out of your way to offend or upset any country. But from time to time, a situation arises where you have to advance your interest, be consistent and principled.


Pretty good basics to have as one's personal policy, if you ask me.
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Games politicians play

Divide and conquer, discriminate and please.

It's the same was what Indian politicians catering to their narrow votebanks play. And seems like the Malaysian politicians are no better with their Bumiputra politics. Respect to Lee Kuan Yew, who had the courage to say it like it is in this speech of his in Malaysian parliament. An extract:
How does the Malay in the kampong find his way out into this modernised civil society? By becoming servants of the 0.3 per cent who would have the money to hire them to clean their shoe, open their motorcar doors? ... Of course there are Chinese millionaires in big cars and big houses. Is it the answer to make a few Malay millionaires with big cars and big houses? How does telling a Malay bus driver that he should support the party of his Malay director (UMNO) and the Chinese bus conductor to join another party of his Chinese director (MCA) - how does that improve the standards of the Malay bus driver and the Chinese bus conductor who are both workers in the same company?

If we delude people into believing that they are poor because there are no Malay rights or because opposition members oppose Malay rights, where are we going to end up? You let people in the kampongs believe that they are poor because we don't speak Malay, because the government does not write in Malay, so he expects a miracle to take place in 1967 (the year Malay would become the national and sole official language). The moment we all start speaking Malay, he is going to have an uplift in the standard of living, and if doesn't happen, what happens then?

Meanwhile, whenever there is a failure of economic, social and educational policies, you come back and say, oh, these wicked Chinese, Indian and others opposing Malay rights. They don't oppose Malay rights. They, the Malay, have the right as Malaysian citizens to go up to the level of training and education that the more competitive societies, the non-Malay society, has produced. That is what must be done, isn't it? Not to feed them with this obscurantist doctrine that all they have got to do is to get Malay rights for the few special Malays and their problem has been resolved.
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Sunday, January 9, 2011

Ah what a Man!

From a NY Times article on Rex Ryan:

His speech centered on respect. Not respect from opponents, or from teammates, both of which he considered fleeting. But self-respect, earned only by potential realized.

Ryan ended with the story of Hernán Cortés, the Spanish conquistador who went to Mexico in 1519 and, despite being outnumbered, ordered his charges to burn the boats they had arrived on. As Ryan reached the climax of the story, his voice boomed.

“They burned their boats!” he shouted. “I’m only asking you to give me seven weeks!”


There is something very powerful about great oratory. I can imagine myself being moved if I was amongst the audience. Amongst the acutal audience many reportedly could not sleep that night, and the Jets went on to score a tremendous win.

But what gives these words their power? Is it merely the play on emotions and words?
All the separate elements of Ryan’s speeches are augmented by what players called his most important speaking quality: authenticity. Pryce described that as the main difference between Ryan and other coaches. After 14 seasons, Pryce said: “All you need is to hear a coach once to know he’s a fraud, to know he’s never been in a fistfight in his life. I heard Rex once, and I knew he would fight for me, that day.”


Words worth their weight in gold. And a true hallmark of a leader.
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Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Messing up things

The surest way of messing something up that is important to you is to get desperate about it.
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